A little bit of this and that

Sometimes i wish i wake up to September 28th 2018.

Sometimes i wish for my life back at February 2016.

Tired of counting days,
Tired of faking smile and happiness,
Tired of the same thing over and over again.

I am telling myself i can go through this.

I am telling myself i can ignore all the negativity.

I am telling myself i am strong.

BUT truth is,... i am very fragile. The longer i hold, the stronger the pain.

This is adulting and there is no escape.